just a dream of dreamer

Yesterday was history .

today is a fairytale .

tomorrow is future .

december :)

a wonderful month . school holiday . and yeah , enjoy ! :)

but next year i'm gonna sit for SPM [ Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia ] .

creepy huh ? hee . heaven yeah . so , gnna study for this whole holiday . 

but , susah . hha . my brain jut can't stop thinking of jalan2 seja . release tension la knu , hehe .

and yeah ,best bh kn ? :) 

to morrow go library witth Jiji and her sista . aww . miss her . lama sudah tida gossiping ! 

tidak selesa ne mulut diam2 sejaa . ahaha .

hahahahahahahahha ! gossip :D

there's too many to tell beloved .

and yeah , it's sad , happy and irritating . pfft .

too many thing happen this month . 

love the happy side , hate the sad side . guh !

:)

i love my friends . 

i love my family .

i love my lover .

i love you for sure :)

ii will do anything for them 

see the situation first lah . hee :)

just count on me my dear :)

psst~

I love you  ♥ ♥

:)

december ♥

People say it's easy to fall in love .

agree with that but ,

hard to make the love last longer .

im'ma person yang sangat mudah fall in love . and yeah , one of them is him :)

im not gonna tell about him but about something else .(ishh , mls sda men speaking2 ne)

so ,lets start ! (: love is heaven ! hehe .

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ohyaaaa . i have crush ! (: he so CUTE  ! kind , crazy like me , caring , and bit 'mengongkong' laa . hehe .

but but , he sooo great . soo shy shy cat + dog . HAHA .

but , i'll wait for the nice timing to fall in love . cause , its hurt to hurt again right ?

heeee , till here i talk about him . the others = secret ! (:  ♥

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01.12.2010 ♥

the day that everything was so awesome . 

i've met my girlfriends and boyfriend . they so awesome . i really love them .

at last i met danna maria . its been a long time i didn't saw her cause she move to other school since 2009 .

hhee . kiraaa lama la tuh :) hehe . and i've met my facebook friend , muhammad adha harun (: he so sweet . awesome boy . and a bit annoying but he's GREAT ! :D haha . ILY THEM ! 

♥ Norzieyati Dzukiflie ♥ Anis Zahraa ♥ Masliani Musli ♥ Danna Maria ♥ Muhammad Adha ♥

                                                              ♥ Fararyna Hessyneda ♥

love !

                                                                                                            02.12.2010                           

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new story of life

Just let it begun with a smile not a tears 

to make it more actionable for those eyes

and be the only one 

that have the only faked smile .

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hey . its been a long time i didn't 'mengarut' on my beloved blog . yeah , busy with all thinggy. school thing ,

friends , school works , family and not forgotten my heart story . As you know , my feeling faced with a tough 

problem  . well , yeah you know . ordinary love story . fall in love , being loved , half love and gone . that's how i feel . but , i don't care cause' its part of my experience , yeah . luckily my friends support me as i was fall down . 

but ,

i fall in love with other person now . and as the time passed by , someone loved me . and i try to loved him cause' i know the person that i love won't and might not love me like i do .i won't forced people and i won't let people hurt just because of me . and i don't want the same story being repeated again . just now , i'm trying   

and fell in love with him again :)

love , i hope you care of me . cause' once you stole my heart , it have given away . just to make sure you truly true , iloveyou :)

justandonlyyou :)

boy and girl :)

oh dearly dear,
wait till they gone
to let the rainbow come
and let shine
just for you and me ♥

but girl ,
i will never stop ,
till their blood is shed ,
and ,
till their fate is scatters by war .

yeah boy ,
please don't ever stop ,
cause ,
this scar will never end ,
bleeding like hell ,
till they knee head down to me .

i want to be part of your future ,
'cause there is a rainbow between you and me ,
i try to show how much i feel ,
so can you see the light ?

i'm a part of you ,
make the road of love bright ,
cause' there's a sunshine upon it ,
to see how do i feel ,
when you and i both .

p/s : conversation between me and and Rafiq Dabeedee .
        This is how we communicate .

im on my way

me and her

pencil and paper

be the ink of each pens

the person i love so much .

her and him

apple of her eyes

the one and only

but there's no me and her

just her and him

and if i can say to them

shout it loudly and fiercely 

search my bravery and strength 

say

that i hate him and her so much

and keep a sinister smile 

it would be nice , i guess

but , i just can't

because i love her and him

she is my happiness

he is my strength

don't want to be the hater

just be the kinder 

thus

write about me in your diary

even a little dot 

i do not care

as long i stay in it

if i know i will loved and lost

i wish i will never loved at all

so ,

just don't find me

i on my way to 

HEAVEN .

sinner shaped

today was a fairytale

but it ain't shuffle back

just till now i know

there are sinister smile inside you .

it's a sin to kill

and it's a sinner to lie

regret when you hurt

returning to the one

you the one that i have decided

to be my whole life after life partner

time is too short to spend

and life is too long to shaped

but

if i was smart , you won't be mine

tho i know that i be fine

i just wish that i can find

away that can end this whine .

-shout .

twisted in my story

soooooooo stupid me .

i just don't want to love you much . 

but ,

yeeeahhhh . im truly in love with you .

but you , u think my love is what ?

a game for you to play ?

f*** you bitch .

sorry if i use a bad words to describe you .

you must let me do that .

since you done all that to me .

i never to this .just now , i did this .

seriously !

i'm hurt . i don't know why i like this 

just because of you ?

lol .

hmm . you know , u mean much to me . so damn much !

but yeah . you with some one else now .

nothing i can do . so stupid me .

listen to all your and their lies . 

There's a time . i saw your acc .

i will saw your comment with her like we'll never done before .

i never and can't post all those thing on you acc

cause u tell me don't .

all you friends hide all your lies .

but i didn't put those blame on them .

i you love her , why can't you just tell me earlier .

:(

why ?

enough playing .

just , take care of her . i'm done here thou i'm hurt .

 bye.

 

-fuckyeahstupid-